The last two weeks was a blast, the universe was giving me the nudge in the right direction. There were client leads, new opportunities to hone my craft. After viewing "The Secret" self-help video, there was a wave of positivity--I was invincible and was headed where I wanted to go.
Then the eventual road bump, the client didn't like the prenup, losing the slot as the lead photographer in their wedding. If it wasn't bad enough the I felt discouraged after Lanie called me cheap, I know she didn't mean it but it felt like she was doubting my ability to work or earn an income. Hahahaha, call me sensitive.
I wasn't enthusiastic with last weekends shoot, the enthusiasm was lacking. I wasn't happy with my output. Hard to get the mojo back after the bump, but I'll get it back. I just hope it didn't do too much damage with my work output or the lost leads...